Saturday, April 30, 2005

Warning: Venting Session Ahead

If you aren't interested in what I have to say about Peter Cincotti or Constantine Maroulis, then please, skip to my last entry made on 28th April ( containing a review of Peter's Singapore showcase, among other things ) .

To quote characters from Peanuts and Sherman's Lagoon...

AUGH!!!

Two reasons:

1. I missed the opportunity to meet Peter Cincotti in person!

As you know, the 2 men guarding the entrance to a billiard room within Thumper absolutely refused to help me get autographs, despite my explanation regarding Peter's statement otherwise ( during his Class 95 interview ).

The person who eventually took my CD covers directly to Peter spoke to me on the phone yesterday, telling me 2 things - (1) that Peter immediately obliged with signatures, and (2) ASKED TO MEET ME!

I believe his exact words were: Is *** ( my name ) still around? Can you bring her in so I can meet her?

Unfortunately, since I never even thought I'd be granted this chance, I left shortly after passing the CD sleeves over, without leaving my phone number ( only provided my home address ). *smacks forehead*

Funnily enough, even though they must've assumed I'd driven home or something, I was actually just 5 minutes away from the hotel, having supper at The Tanglin Club.

When I heard what transpired that night, I swear I felt my heart literally sink all the way down to my left foot ( it was that specific, haha ). There was some mild concomitant aching chest discomfort as well. And this happened just before I started my afternoon shift. No idea how I got through the next 8 hours. :/

I'd been so ready with burning questions about his career, musical preferences and acting experiences.

- which Sting song is his favourite? the usual pop / new-age / rock offerings, or his treasure chest of jazz pieces( such as Moonlight, Windmills Of Your Mind, variations of his own classics on the concert CD All This Time, plus a new track from the Red Hot and Rio album )?

- so what's Kevin Spacey like? ( given the chance, I probably would've asked a million other things revolving around this guy, heh )

- what other songs will he be recording for his next album? ( with a promise to keep the information to myself if required, of course :))

- if possible, I would've definitely asked if he could play a piece for me on the piano, just so I can see his technique up close ( didn't get a full view of the keyboard during the show itself ). Have always resented my small hands, which make octaves quite the challenge. Peter's got very long, tapered fingers, and with his height and all, the grand piano actually looked dwarfed by him, and his hands were flying across the keys like it was just another walk in the park, la-dee-dah. ( So I identify better with Jamie Cullum, whose size matches mine, haha. )

Anyhow, no point fretting. On the bright side, I did get to see him perform ( a huge treat!), managed to secure autographs ( will describe them once they arrive in the mail ), am tremendously touched by the fact that Peter asked to meet me even though he must've been quite exhausted ( a very nice gesture :)), and again, have been the lucky recipient of a few random but significantly life-changing acts of kindness.

Maybe you can meet him the next time he comes down to Singapore, the insider reassured me.

I sure hope so. Will cross that bridge when I get to it.

2. Constantine Maroulis got booted off American Idol 4

I was so shocked by the news I almost dislocated my jaw. Constantine was obviously a hot favourite, both with the judges and millions of viewers. Not only is he a consummate performer who never fails to wow us each and every week, the cheers emanating from the audience were always the loudest whenever he appeared on-stage or took his turn to sing during group numbers.

I'm with you on this one, Paula. Her tears reflected the emotions felt by all his fans, myself included. And she's absolutely right - this happens EVERY season, from Clay's undeserved runner-up position in AI2, to LaToya Jackson's early exit in AI3. With Scott Savol safe - in spite of a terrible performance which mauled Luther Vandross's Dance With My Father beyond recognition - American Idol isn't a singing competition anymore, but has instead become a voting competition.

Sadly, we won't get to see Constantine strut his stuff no more, at least on the AI stage. But with his band releasing their album very soon, and a big fanbase from his Idol stint, hopefully SOMEONE will take a shot and hand him a recording contract.

Constantine has what it takes to be a star. All he needs is the chance to develop his potential, make it big, and prove the American Idol voters wrong.

I, for one, am behind this guy. I will order his CD from Amazon if need be. And you can bet I'll be at the AI4 concert should it ever come down to Singapore. :)

The Less Depressing Stuff

Indeed, there are Angels & Demons tour packages in Italy. Very expensive, but price isn't an issue for me as long as the experience is worth every penny. Would much rather spend the dough on something profound as opposed to materialistic pursuits like, say, a flashy car, branded goods or makeovers. My best life experiences have NEVER involved money, so you won't be seeing me with a new vehicle, a different hairstyle or designer togs anytime soon. :)

Arrested Development: watch it.

Currently screening on cable's Star World Channel 18 every Thursday at 9:30pm, this Emmy Award-winning comedy series revolves around a family so dysfunctional they make the Royal Tenenbaums and the Addamses look normal. Jason Bateman - a fixture from my childhood days in front of the goggle box - plays the long-suffering 2nd son who also seems to be the only sane member of the entire clan. Throw in a crazy mother, a mean sister, 2 kooky brothers, a jittery son who has a crush on his first cousin, plus a totally unscrupulous dad who insists on running the business from prison, and you've got the perfect cocktail.

Seinfeld it ain't - I just got my hands on the 3-season DVD, yes! - but it's witty, cerebral entertainment, and shouldn't be missed.

The Amazing Race 7 draws to a close.

The 2-hour finale will air this coming Wednesday on AXN Channel 19 at 8pm. Rob and Amber are still in the top 3, aargh! I used to like them a little, but seeing their antics on Amazing Race has made me lose all respect for this duo. They pass nasty remarks, they always use local guides to find landmarks ( while other teams do this on their own ), they could care less if your jeep overturned and the cameraman suffered a concussion. Boy do I hope they DON'T win this competition. Even host Phil Keoghan doesn't seem to like them that much.

And speaking of hosts, I'd just like to say that Jeff Probst from Survivor is looking mighty fine these days. Okay, enough about that. :D

Am now ploughing through the latest collection of Sherman's Lagoon comics, titled A Day At The Beach. I seriously think it's the funniest one so far, with over-the-top stunts, e.g. Megan and Sherman hurling javelins at beach apes ( aka humans in swimwear ), Hawthorne going on even crazier business ventures ( aka conquer-the-world rampages ), and best of all, the discovery of a parallel universe on the other side of the lagoon.
P.S. To M, who lent me his earlier Sherman books, I promise to return them ASAP. So sorry about the delay.

Having a Saturday off feels... strange, somehow. I don't particularly enjoy being free on weekends, 'cos I don't even go out most of the time, due to a combination of irritation ( I hate crowds ), paranoia ( do you know how many bugs are floating around out there? ) and practicality ( movie tickets cost a lot more ). I planned the May roster such that I'd have only one weekend off, but the consultant thought I needed another one. Oh well, more time for me to veg out at home then.

Seems a HMDP attachment can't be sliced into 2 6-month postings. It has to be either one half-year rotation, period, or a full-year's stint in one fixed location.
I'm torn, aargh! But if I can convince my anxious mother to loosen up a little, my top choice will be New York City, death-inducing winters be damned. Shh, don't tell her I said that. :)

Last but not least, read this. Clay, we're so very proud of you. :D

Time to go practise the piano again. Playing for church service tomorrow.

Thursday, April 28, 2005


Pictures Don't Do Him Justice :) Posted by Hello

One Degree Of Separation Posted by Hello
[ It's 5:45am - man, this intractable insomnia is killing me, aargh. ]

Let me explain the captions above. :)

Peter Cincotti's Showcase at Thumper 27th April 2005

Yes, believe it or not, I managed to worm my way into this very exclusive event, thanks to a combination of thick skin, sincerity, and the immense kindness of strangers.

The experience has accomplished the following ( for me at least ):

1. Fulfilled my wish to see the Fab Four male jazz musicians in person - namely Robbie Williams ( 2001 ), Michael Buble ( 2003 ), Jamie Cullum ( 2004 ) and Peter.

2. Provided a night - though short - of absolutely top-notch entertainment.

3. Proven that photos can indeed be VERY deceiving.

Moving on to point #3 quickly ( so I can get it out of my system, haha ), Peter in the flesh is just... GORGEOUS.

All this time, I assumed he looked like a young boy - if you've seen his CD covers and heck, even the promo pics, you'd agree.

But in real life, he is quite literally a giant, with strikingly mature good looks despite his tender age ( 21 ). He exudes lots of confidence, class and understated sex appeal, and that smile - guaranteed to melt hearts. :)

If I sound gushy, then you're mistaken. I'm just plainly stating facts. I'm almost 10 years his senior, so I view him more as a nephew of sorts ( he seems too young to be my brother even, heh ). But when he first stepped out on the stage, I was dumbfounded .

Okay, moving right along. :)

Thumper is a rather small pub located adjacent to the Goodwood Park Hotel carpark, but features a cozy atmosphere perfect for jazz - as opposed to the Aquadesiac where Jamie Cullum performed ( that glass staircase is a recipe for frequent falls, I tell you ). The event was very well-organized, unlike the Jamie showcase, which felt more like a perpetual state of ordered chaos. This time, I got to sit through the whole thing, with an excellent view just 3 metres from the piano. Free flow of drinks and appetizers, without having to foot a penny, woohoo!

Peter wore a simple black-jacket-and-pants-with-white-shirt ensemble, just like the one in that picture up there ( randomly picked from the Internet, since the really beautiful ones aren't downloadable, for whatever reason, but I will provide links for those later ).
Nothing flashy at all, but he still looked like a million bucks. Certainly the mark of a true star, eh? :)

The 6-song set lasted perhaps 40 minutes in total, beginning with St Louis Blues, then followed by Some Kind Of Wonderful, I Love Paris, Sway, On The Moon and a preview of a song for his next album ( the title of which I can't recall because I was scrambling for my camera for last shots ).

One of the great things about jazz is how the album and "live" versions just never sound the same. This goes for everyone, from the Fab Four to all the legends before them, and even Norah Jones.

So Peter and his trio of bandmates jammed joyously, adding colour and finesse to the songs, easily doing acoustic variations of strings-heavy pieces like I Love Paris and On The Moon.

The best song of the evening? Definitely Sway, which incidentally is the only one taken from his debut rather than the latest album, and is responsible for propelling him to superstardom in the US. Most people prefer Michael Buble's uptempo cover, but Peter's slow-and-sizzling interpretation - complete with whispery vocals and measured piano solos - beats the competition hands down. Last night's version was no exception, but sounded even more terrific in a "live" setting, maybe because watching him sing it right there in front of me made it so much more exciting. :)
But halfway through the song, the improvisations started, beginning slowly at first, then escalating into full head-banging, foot-stomping rhythms for maybe 3 minutes, before winding down nicely into a mellow finish.

It wasn't till he'd played the last note that I realized I'd been holding my breath for who knows how long. Now THAT'S what I call really good jazz. :D

There were a couple of downsides though. First, the set was a little short. But according to the emcee - none other than Denise Keller from MTV and Eye For A Guy - Peter and gang were on a tight schedule and had to leave for San Francisco the next day. Apparently, that's why he didn't oblige with an encore. Well, let's give him the benefit of the doubt.

Second, getting an autograph presented hurdles of colossal proportions. Sure, he sounds like a nice, affable person in media interviews, but his management team is really something else. Perhaps I'm just not good at sweet-talking them, but having met people in similar professions on previous occasions, the two men I encountered last night were just plain rude.

However, I'm happy to report that I managed to solve this problem very speedily. Some things happen for a good reason, and thanks to a combination of a few events, including an email read by Class 95's Jean Danker to Peter during a Dinner Jazz segment interview, his very public reply ( in which he PROMISED to grant ME an autograph, inviting me to walk up to him and just say the word when I attend the showcase ), and again, the kindness of strangers ( A and G, I'm forever indebted to you both! ), the autograph did materialize ( though I didn't get the chance to meet him in person ).

Still, overall, it was a great show. Peter is an accomplished pianist, sings well, clearly loves what he does, and tries his best to be friendly ( though I suspect jet lag and an unforgiving schedule tainted last evening's behaviour just a tad ). The event was also further marred by technical problems ( a faulty mike stand, screeching feedback that caused Peter to cover his ears and grimace at one point ) and a large crowd of talkative people at the bar behind me ( hello? anyone with manners in here? ).

To his credit, Peter exhibited some measure of good humour at one rather awkward juncture. After finishing Sway, the mike stand disintegrated, and the feedback problem surfaced. But once that was sorted out, he cheekily asked us if he could take it from where they left off, launched into the closing chords of Sway, waited for us to applaud and cheer once again, then went into his intro for On The Moon.
"This was all planned, by the way," he laughed. Ah, there's some wit in him yet. :)

Did I like the performance? You bet.

But is it the best I've seen? It depends. There's no doubt at all that Peter is fast on his way to bigger things. He's got tonnes of talent, has the quadruple-whammy advantage of not only playing an instrument extremely well, but also singing, composing and arranging his own repertoire.

However, based on all the performances I've seen so far, my favourite is still Jamie Cullum, for the following reasons. His showcase in July 2004 lasted a whopping 90 minutes. He was a lot more chatty and energetic, obliged with a few encores, and even jumped into the audience ( and shook my hand - still vividly remember THAT! :)). Watching his concert DVD, Live In Blenheim, it's obvious that he gave his blood and sweat in the Aquadesiac that night, and that everything he did wasn't just for show. And for that, he has my eternal support and respect.

Hopefully, we'll see Peter Cincotti back on our shores in the near future, and this time for a proper concert in a nice venue, with NO-ONE talking in the background, ahem. If you'd like to know what THAT'S like, check out this review from a UK show. Front-row tickets are a must!

And In Other News...

Eye For A Guy 2 is back. As usual, the men are the main draws, but I must say Denise is a hundred times more tolerable than the very ditzy, Singlish-twanged Rachel Lee.
I spotted my favourite in the pilot, believe it or not. Howard, the irrepressible and boyish clown, looks set to be the winner. Now why can't I meet guys like that? ;)

American Idol 4 this week sprang a Clay Aiken surprise. He didn't perform, but was seated in the audience - and didn't get mobbed? how can?! ( just kidding ). He's gone back to his brunette / redhead roots, but looked a little tired. Poor thing.

Constantine will always be my pick for the Idol crown. He didn't do so well this time, I admit - what song did he sing anyhow? - but he has the X factor. Truckloads of it. That's what sells records. And that's all that matters.
Anthony also did a great job, as did Vonzell, who's running circles around dull little Carrie Underwood. If there has to be a female in the final 2, let it be V and not C.

Just finished reading Dan Brown's Angels & Demons. Primarily because I intend to read its sequel, The Da Vinci Code, and figure out what all this hype is about already. I did enjoy Angels, and will probably like Da Vinci as well. Brown's character development suffers from a kind of over-achievement syndrome ( c'mon, a Harvard professor who swims 50 laps a day and can outmanouevre an entire college polo team on his own? not to mention a physicist so beautiful and brilliant she doesn't have a boyfriend? ). But thankfully these hiccups are nicely balanced by the really good bits - the high-brow stuff. I'm not a history buff, so I'll probably need to find out how much of what Brown wrote is fact or fiction. But since I'm heading to Italy in July ( and missing the JCI accreditation exercise, HA! ), I'm hunting for the opportunity to visit all the sites listed in the novel - Vatican City and the Pantheon are already in the itinerary, but I want to see those Bernini sculptures, especially the one with St. Teresa, heh heh.

Oh yeah, I haven't explained the "one degree of separation" caption.

You know the term "six degrees of separation", right? About this hypothesis stating that everyone can be connected to one another through a minimum of 6 others? Well, last night, seeing Peter Cincotti in person, and knowing he acted with Kevin Spacey in the Bobby Darin epic, Beyond The Sea ( Spacey spotted Peter in a club gig and approached him to play a secondary role in the film ), I felt truly privileged. It's a giant step closer to my favourite actor of all time, and that, my dear readers, is my early 30th birthday present. :D

Before I end off, here're the links as promised:

Peter Cincotti's Official Website - photos galore.

Ermenegildo Zegna - more gorgeous pictures, including those of fellow new face Diego Luna, yum.

It's 7:15 am. Time to have breakfast and try to stay awake for my shift later, haha.

Thursday, April 21, 2005


The Next American Idol Posted by Hello

The ?guy? in my life :) Posted by Hello

Double Ahhh Posted by Hello

Lake Wakatipu, Queenstown, New Zealand Posted by Hello
Whoa, the photoblogging thing works! :D

Get Ready For...

This!

This!

And this!

Would've included this as well, but it's already halfway through its run.

Oh well, I'm going to its last show. Looking forward to it. :)

Other Updates

1) Another day off tomorrow. Time to hit the town, woohoo!

2) We have around 5 medical students doing electives in our department. Impressive number indeed. One guy - the oldest, I believe - has appointed me his mentor by default ( as the consultant in charge of him isn't working this week ). So I basically have a personal phlebotomist, haha.

No, I'm just kidding. This fellow - let's call him A - is conscientious and enthusiastic. Takes good history, shows a lot of interest in everything we do, takes notes ( bonus points for that :)), and has developed a comfortable rapport with me so teaching is more of an informal rather than a stressful process.

He hasn't made up his mind about specializing yet, but let me tell you this though - he certainly LOOKS like the surgical type.

Draw your own conclusions. :)

3) Good movies I watched this week: Jeepers Creepers 2 ( awesome! now if only they had an arcade version of it! ) and Flatliners ( creepy, but hey, where the heck are the defibrillator pads and endotracheal tubes? )

4) Waiting to catch: Kingdom Of Heaven. Special preview documentary will be screened on cable Channel 58 this Sunday at 8:30pm.

5) I will say this again: Constantine HAS to win this year's American Idol competition. His performance of the Bee Gees' Nights On Broadway this week brought a HUGE smile to my face. And he looked fabulous in that disco get-up, yow. :D
I'm sad to see Anwar go, but that's the way audiences voted, and I just hope Constantine's fans won't let him down, 'cos this guy absolutely deserves the title. Come to Singapore please. :)

Tuesday, April 19, 2005

I'm Sorely Disappointed

Not with the government's decision - was there ever any doubt? - but with our politicians' defensive arguments.

Was this the best way? The only way? They say yes.

I disagree.

Enough said.

Watch For It

Just read an excellent article due for publication in April's issue of the SMA News.

And I really mean EXCELLENT.

Will update this blog the minute it's available online.

Ugh

There are days when I truly detest being female.

18th April was one of them.

Hormone surges, pain score 10/10, with 3 more hours left in a busy 8-hour shift.

My 2nd day off in 3 weeks. I couldn't have asked for better timing. :)


Melancholy

Thanks to all that oestrogen, perhaps. :/

I was hit with a tsunami of negative emotions yesterday.

Something about the human condition, and all its flaws. How, as one quote goes, "We're born without anger." yet inevitably develop great propensity for cruelty, malice, greed, vice and sometimes, perversions of the most horrific nature.

Two World Wars and a slew of other equally devastating battles. Genocide in Africa, the Holocaust, Nanking, Tiananmen. 9/11, Oklahoma City, Tokyo, Madrid.

Columbine. James Bulger. Child killers on rampages across Japan and China.

Paedophiles masquerading as Catholic priests. Children in America kidnapped, sexually assaulted and murdered by convicted child sex offenders living down the street. Others in France willingly sold by their parents to similar monsters in their neighbourhood - in return for a carton of cigarettes.

Civil suits in local courts revolving around soapy water trickling from one driveway to another. A grown man mocking an autistic boy.

Nuclear arms proliferation in Korea. China-Taiwan and China-Japan tussles.

And yes, more casinos will come - Thailand, Japan, Korea. Time magazine reported this months ago, and it's never wrong.

Never mind about the state of the world, where homeless children sleep on the floors of dirty train stations in Indonesia, or become drug-addicted sex slaves in Cambodia. Where Indians scrounge for scraps alongside well-fed vultures, and haul human excrement for a mere few cents a day.

The rich would rather pour their billions onto card tables, roulettes and horse races. The not-so-rich do the same in the hopes of hitting the big-time, no matter how remote their chances.

It's never going to stop. It will only get worse. And nothing can be done.

A Touch Of Heaven

Cable's Hallmark Channel 17 is screening the TV version of Mitch Albom's The Five People You Meet In Heaven.

I didn't like the book, but the small-screen offering is actually very good.

Repeats will be telecast later in the month, so check your catalogue.

Reading the novel may help a bit as well, as certain elements aren't fully explained in the televised version, yet are vital to proper understanding of the story.

Which brings me to the last part of this rather depressing entry.

Eddie, the protagonist in this tale, experiences 5 different heavens in his journey, each created according to the 5 key people's personal liking.

If I ever have the choice, my idea of heaven would be one ( or all, haha ) of the following:

1) My 3-week holiday in the UK back in 1994.

It wasn't anything about the place really. Rather, it was about the people, the time, and the experience. I was young and eager to see the world. Filled with innocence and enthusiasm, the trip opened my eyes to the endless possibilities available. Even now, I can still feel the wind in my hair as I cruised down the River Thames. I can hear the majestic chiming of Big Ben, smell the musty scent within the Royal Albert Hall, hear the falling rain as I stood shivering in Edinburgh.

I remember Laura, the sweet 18-year-old bespectacled American who bonded with me like a long-lost sister, and who is now married with a beautiful infant daughter. To this day, the fact that we still correspond after last seeing each other more than a decade ago never fails to amaze me.

And how can I ever forget Chris, the quiet 21-year-old Australian from Melbourne who sponsored his grandparents' vacation to England? We lost touch a long time ago, but he always lingers on in my memory. The long black coat, short brown hair, sky-blue eyes framed by the longest lashes I have ever seen, and rare yet winsome smile. The nights we sat at the same table for dinner, when he would launch into his beat-box routine or hum dance tunes as I cluelessly nodded in appreciation. The day he trailed me to a bench outside a post office in the Snowdonia National Park, finally settling down just inches away and introducing himself. Or the afternoon on Loch Lomond, when he lounged on the top deck of the ferry, oblivious to the freezing wind, yet fully aware of my presence close by.

An eternity spent here would definitely work for me. :)

2) My other 3-week holiday - in New Zealand

I'm torn between the two, but love them both equally.

You guessed it: faithful readers may remember a glorious afternoon spent by the shores of Lake Wakatipu in Queenstown. Have already made plans to return to that very spot sometime in the future. Alone or with a loved one is totally beside the point. :D

Another choice moment: Lake Matheson near the Fox Glacier town area - a tranquil, absolutely gorgeous nook which few tourists know about. Return trip also definite. :)

3) Something a little simpler

Barring the usual spend-your-entire-afterlife-with-family-and-friends scenario, if I can't have any human companions, then the cat will do.

He turns eight this year and gets more affectionate with each passing day.

My friends are all so wrong. There IS a guy in my life. :)

Thursday, April 14, 2005

Looks Like It Backfired

If you read the Forum Page lately, you would've seen a prominent letter written by an even more prominent person, making assumptions about something that doesn't really fall into said person's specialty. ( Well, sure, there's some overlap, but still, did the comments really have to be aired in our national paper? )

Interestingly, out of the 3 published responses in today's edition, only 1 was in agreement ( and extremely short ). The other 2 practically blasted the hell out of the abovementioned's arguments, with one so skilfully worded I couldn't help grinning at the cleverly veiled sarcasm in its concluding sentence.

In the uproar that followed, the feature article has statements from those whom this person's assumptions encompass, strongly refuting the hurtful remarks and expressing outrage at the implications made.

As for the person at the centre of it all, no apology was offered ( so typical ), with the reply that the assumptions made are based on decades of experience.

All I can say is, I used to respect this person, but it's hard to continue doing so after this inappropriate crossing of boundaries. But that's just me.

Looks Like It's Coming

Oh please. Does anyone actually give a hoot about the government's decision regarding the casino?

If you have any measure of intelligence or common sense, you would've known that our politicians have been priming us for its arrival from the word go.

The saddest part of it is, I heard from an inside source that during a closed door meeting with religious leaders, a key figure showed zero interest in the proceedings, and offended quite a few of the other attendees.

Isn't it heartening to know that we have such upstanding characters directing the course of our nation? ( Not a compliment, by the way. )

On to less depressing stuff...

Constantine: My Man

Finally, he's officially tipped to win the competition ( quote from Paula Abdul, but who really cares about her when Simon described his performance as nothing short of "astonishing" ).

Doing the universally loved and immensely challenging Bohemian Rhapsody might have killed anyone less able, but Constantine - forever decked out in a jacket and long scarf - rocked his socks off and hit those high notes with a mix of adrenaline overdose and sexy cheekiness, before mellowing in the last few seconds to a soft, pitch-perfect falsetto.

I will always adore Clay Aiken, but Constantine is fast becoming an AI favourite for me. :)

The other top 3 this week:

Anthony - he's back! Although his cover of Paul Young's Every Time You Go Away isn't his strongest performance to date ( that would be his rendition of an Elton John song a few weeks ago ), at least the judges cut him some slack this time round. I've always said he has a great voice, but needs work on using it to his advantage, ie. changing his style to suit the song, refraining from showing off his vibrato at inappropriate places, etc. Take a page out of Clay's book - the guy has such powerful vocals, but knows when NOT to use them. Let's hope Anthony can improve on his technique. And soon.

Scott - Does this shock you? :) Yes yes, I'm not above admitting certain things, and even though I don't want him to win the competition, he did an admirable job this week ( and I'm not biased by the fact that he chose a Hall & Oates piece, haha ). His almost-flawless cover of She's Gone wowed us all - even the duo, who were seated in the audience - and if he continues to pick the right songs and do them well, he may get to the final 3.

Vonzell - Finally, a female! Out of the remaining 3 gals, V is now my favourite to make it to the finals ( though I doubt that it will actually happen ). Good song ( Let's Hear It For The Boy - catchy and well-known ditty ), lots of positive energy, and marked progress in technical prowess.

Disappointments:

Definitely Carrie and Nadia, who chose weird pieces and bored me severely.

Anwar sings well, but hearing his rather sharp, nasal voice week after week is starting to get on my nerves. Don't think I can listen to an entire album if he ever records one. But I do think he should do a Broadway musical.

CSI: New York

... is easily becoming my new TV addiction.

This week's episode featured not one, but two, fascinating cases, and quite a few quoteworthy statements, among them:

Lab technician: Looks like the perfect crime.
Stella ( played by Melina Kanakaredes ): There's no such thing.

and

Mac Taylor ( played by Gary Sinise ): Have faith in the evidence.

What I like most, I reckon, is the slower pace of the NY series. CSI: Miami constantly frustrates me with its way-too-fast and a-little-too-easy investigative methods, where they go on wild-goose chases for 3/4 of the show, then bam! for some strange reason, they catch the murderer within the next 5 minutes.

The Las Vegas team still boasts good writing, but NY may surpass that very soon. Slow and steady, guys. Now that's what I like. :)

CSI Comics: Serial

Highly recommended whether you're a fan or not.

Though in black and white, with a few writing glitches ( thanks to the grossly overrated Max Allan Collins, whose self-penned intro reads like a major blowing-my-own-horn session ), the graphics are pretty decent, and the story relatively absorbing and well-developed.

If this whets your appetite for Jack The Ripper and serial killer fare, I suggest reading John Douglas's Journey Into Darkness ( examining the creation and progression of notorious serial killers ) and The Cases That Haunt Us ( which features a chapter analysing the Ripper murders ).

I Spoke Too Soon

Mitch Albom's The Five People You Meet In Heaven is a let-down, to put it nicely. My comments in the last blog entry were based on the initial one-third, but halfway through the novel, I started to get a little irritated, and by the last third, was flipping pages and reading only the dialogue bits.

Could've been a lot better than it actually is. Too bad it wasn't.

Medical Stuff

May have to be cut down on this site, due to a recent appointment which involves sensitive issues. Am seriously considering starting another one - completely anonymous, with greater freedom to express my opinions - but unfortunately, very very few friends will be provided with its address.

Nothing personal. Just self-preservation. :)

Saturday, April 09, 2005

Penguin Parade

Somewhere within the depths of Singapore's largest hospital is a computer bearing a cleverly altered picture from the upcoming cartoon, Madagascar.

Very well-done, I must say. :)

Four nights ago, I dined with the culprits - sorry, I mean GENIUSES :D - at Brewerkz. Joining us were 3 others, all originating from a surgical department I recently worked in for a short spell.

Although I was the sole ( and I quote ) "flower" among the group of thorns, it was a great night out, filled with tasty food, lots of laughter, and much-needed catching up. More than half the guys are married - three with young offspring - while the rest are in long-term relationships.

The reason I bring this up is because, in spite of good reasons for dispersing early, EVERYONE stayed past 10pm, adjourning to another part of town for dessert, even contemplating a trip to a video arcade at one point.

I may not have looked it, but I REALLY wanted to go to the latter. Maybe blast a few spaceships, enter the Datona rally, or shoot my way through The Lost World and House Of The Living Dead. Perhaps next time then. :)

Thanks, dudes, for a very nice time. Keep in touch!

Just My Imagination?

I'm a bit dense where flirtations are concerned.

Partly because I've become extremely suspicious after being badly burnt.

Partly because I'm pathetically inexperienced where the intricate workings of male-female mating dances are concerned.

But yesterday, I think I caught the whiff of a possible "line".

It came during a case discussion in the ER. A few specialties were called upon to help manage the patient, and I presented the history to X.

If I'm wrong, then I do apologize. But I've noticed X before on many occasions, and get the impression that the opposite is also true.

As I spoke, he had a very, erm, interesting look on his face. Halfway between mirth and forced seriousness. The kind of look I give a guy when I'm affected by his mere presence. The kind of looks I've received on a few prior occasions, but which never progressed any further ( apparently because I "don't encourage them enough" - right, so it's MY fault, is it?! ).

X-rays and a CT were ordered. Shortly after, we spoke again about a list of criteria, the details of which were a little hazy. I expressed contrition for making a mistake, and he replied with a joking remark about not minding because it gave him the opportunity to come down and see me.

Opinions, anyone?

I know next to nothing about X. Hopefully, that exchange wasn't inappropriate ( I'm single, but what about him? ). If it was, then tsk tsk. If not, then err, thanks for the compliment? :)

The Five People You Meet In Heaven by Mitch Albom

Picked this up at a Popular Bookshop sale. A real page-turner, and highly recommended for both Christians and non-Christians. A proper review to follow soon.

CD Reviews

At last! My first day off in 2 weeks has allowed for some recovery ( in addition to terrific ER shifts post-VRE scare, heh heh ).

The Ultimate Hall & Oates Collection

This $13.90 double-disc compilation from China has fabulous sound quality, and features close to 40 of their greatest hits, ranging from bluesy soul on the first CD, to their best works on the second.

This duo is unbelievably versatile, swinging smoothly from '80s retro ( Method Of Modern Love, Downtown Life, Possession Obsession ) to rock ballads ( So Close ) to pop ( Out Of Touch ) and mushy love songs ( If A Promise Ain't Enough ).

Now if only they'd come back here for another concert.

Classics In The Key Of G

The predecessor to Kenny G's latest Duets album, this is a beautiful disc featuring greats like Summertime, The Look Of Love, Desafinado, What A Wonderful World, The Girl From Ipanema, Stranger On The Shore, and Over The Rainbow.

Most versions are over 5 minutes long, but very well-arranged. My personal favourite - his breath-taking collaboration with sweet-voiced Bebel Gilberto on The Girl From Ipanema.

Don't stop your CD player immediately after the last song though. I discovered a bonus track right at the end. What a treat. :)

At Last...The Duets Album

I heard one of the songs - I Like The Way You Move, done with Earth, Wind And Fire - on Class 95's morning show the other day, so this disc must be making a few waves eh?

From LeeAnn Rimes belting Everything I Do ( I Do It For You ), to Brian McKnight crooning Careless Whisper, and Daryl Hall's sexy cover of Baby Come To Me, the vocal offerings are top-notch.

The purely instrumental ones, however, are even better.

David Benoit's relaxing piano accompaniment on a lovely rendition of Norah Jones' Don't Know Why is my favourite, while Arturo Sandoval's joyful trumpeting on At Last blends seamlessly with Kenny G's gruff saxophone.

At the rate I'm buying CDs, I'm going to run out of storage space very very soon. :D

American Idol 4 - The Final 8

Scott Savol is safe - again!?!?

No comment. Sigh.

My list of the top 4 this week:

Constantine - He's now officially my pick to win this competition. This year is the white guy's turn, 'cos if you notice, we've already had winners from the white-girl, black-girl and black-guy categories. He did My Funny Valentine in a slow jazz simmer, and almost drove Paula Abdul out of her mind. This guy has "star" written all over him.

Bo - He never fails to rise to the occasion, this time doing a lively version of Corner Of The Sky. He hasn't wowed me yet, though.

Anthony - I don't care what the judges say. He has a wonderful voice, and sang Climb Every Mountain very well.

Nikko - His elimination from the group is tragic, because he's definitely better than Scott ( where are his fans coming from??? ). His choice of song - One Hand, One Heart from West Side Story - may have been less than inspired ( Josh Groban did a much nicer cover ), but the memory of him blowing all our minds with Sisqo's Incomplete remains vivid, and I'm very sad to see him go.

I still don't like the gals. Can you tell? ;)

Gonna veg out for the rest of the day. Next off's in 10 days' time. Argh.

Sunday, April 03, 2005

CSI: New York

( Don't think a spoiler alert is needed, right? )

The sponsors didn't screen the pilot. Don't ask me why, but they decided to show a later episode instead. One involving a young man whose murder was solved more than a decade later. Rather slow, but I'm a big CSI fan, so of course, I had no complaints.

Gary Sinise as team leader Mac Taylor is a good choice. Stern-looking yet kind and even-tempered, he joins the illustrious ranks of William Petersen and David Caruso in heading terrific casts populated by relative unknowns.

The New York spinoff has its own unique atmosphere - a natural progression given Las Vegas' flashy excess and Miami's decadence. NY boasts a more subdued tone, filled with dark, smoky alleys and equally dark, sombre suits ( indeed, almost all the investigators are decked out in full jacket-pants-and-tie getups ). Cool. :)

Melina Kanakaredes from "Providence" hasn't aged a day since her Sydney Hansen role. Not much in terms of acting chops in the episode I caught, but I'm hoping to see more in the future.

Favourite character? Oh yes, I have one from every series. :D

The original CSI: Eric Szmanda who plays the irrepressible Greg Sanders.
CSI: Miami: Definitely Rory Cochrane, the droll Tim Speedle aka "Speed".
CSI: New York: Get a load of Carmine Giovinazzo, who plays Danny Messer. It's probably the glasses. :)

Catch the TV premiere on AXN Channel 19 Tuesday night ( 5th April ) at 9pm. CSI: Miami's 3rd season will be returning soon on Thursdays. Add these to the 5th original CSI season on Wednesdays and I've got a whole lot of blank video tapes to buy.

P.S. I didn't win the CSI: New York set visit. Darn.

Review of Rainer Hersch's Borge Again at the Jubilee Hall, 2nd April 2005

Before I begin, here's his website.

And for the record, I haven't laughed this hard since - let's see - probably Seinfeld ( and even HE isn't as funny as Hersch ). :D

I went to this without any concrete expectations. All I knew was that there would be classical music played on a piano, with a comedy routine thrown in. From the looks of it, it would be a one-man show, with few stage props, i.e. very minimalist.

And I was right.

This being the first time I've ever been to Jubilee Hall, I was struck by the decor and the relatively small size of the auditorium. But it turned out to be a plus, 'cos a larger venue would've probably ruined the whole thing anyhow.

The stage setup was simple - single grand piano, a small table with a few items, a few spotlights, and the usual maroon-coloured heavy curtain as a background. With literally the bare necessities in play, it was up to Hersch to carry everything else.

And he did just that in the most superb manner. :)

His solo performance lasted a continuous ( whopping ) 75 minutes - without intermission. He didn't drink any water, never stopped talking, never forgot his lines, and kept the momentum racing along with remarkable ease.

Of mixed British and German descent, he joked that "I'd like to take over the world, but am too polite."

His punchlines came fast and furious, from digs at the Welsh ( "You can't beat them at Scrabble. They look down at 7 consonants and think "I've won." ), his wife and yes, even Singaporeans, to side-splitting spoofs of the late, great composers.

There are just too many ingenious moments to recount, but I can tell you he covered lots of ground, including Bach, Beethoven, Liszt, Mozart, Tchaikovsky, Offenbach, Rachmaninov, with smatterings of Glenn Gould, Andrew Lloyd Webber, ABBA, and even The Monkees ( with an alternative interpretation of their song involving Saddam Hussein - priceless! ).

He mixed and matched well-loved melodies, combining Mozart's Turkish March with ABBA's Money Money Money, inserting Ode To Joy into The Entertainer, and turning one piece upside-down thereby transforming it into yet another renowned classic.

However, this is just the tip of the iceberg. After all, these were his own creations. I haven't mentioned his Victor Borge routines yet!

Hersch's show is titled as such because it is an homage to the Danish pianist-comedian. I've personally never heard of Borge before ( perhaps in passing at most ), so learning about his fascinating history was both educational and enlightening.

If it sounds vaguely dull, then let me reassure you that it was anything but. In fact, I laughed the hardest at Hersch's Borge impersonations, in particular 2 segments concerning "phonetic punctuation" and "language inflation". The first substitutes punctuation marks with extremely funny sound effects, while the latter converts words like "wonderful" and "forefathers" into "two-derful" and "five-fathers". You get the idea.

Hersch obliged with a reading of Shakespeare to illustrate phonetic punctuation, and practically brought the house down with uncontrollable guffaws. I don't even know how to describe the scene to you, but the entire hall of otherwise sensible, composed adults turned into wobbling pillars of jelly with tears streaming from their eyes, if you can imagine that. And when he did the Queen ( as in the Queen of England ), I suspect a few of the older folks might have lost control of certain bodily functions.

Another memorable moment came at the end, during an ingenious finale that "translates" opera into English gibberish. Hersch frantically flipped a stack of large cards with special lyrics printed on them, and you have to agree that all that Italian warbling really does sound exactly like what he wrote on those cards - they flew by so quickly, but I do recall something about buying beer and brothels and Nivea and Bogota and - yet again - Saddam Hussein. More wiping of eyes. :)

I've got his "live" CD recording ( of his own routines, not Borge's ) playing in my car at the moment. Most of it is stuff he never introduced during his Jubilee Hall show, so this is a huge bonus. On my way to work this morning - and feeling rather poorly as my car broke down at the Raffles Hotel last night and I didn't get home till after midnight, PLUS the fact that the roster had a last-minute shuffle and my off-day disappeared somewhere - I started to convulse with giggles at a traffic junction along Grange Road during a certain segment, and probably alarmed the driver of an SUV next to me ( "What the bloody hell is that weirdo laughing at?!" ).

Ah, that got me through the crappy shift all right. :)

I've got Hersch's personal autograph ( with my name on it, yeah :)), and he's such an amicable chap even off-stage. Very chatty, never stops cracking jokes, and truly, truly talented.

No word on when he'll return for another performance. But if he does, I'll be sure to mention it on my blog, and ask you readers to go watch him. It's an experience no-one should miss out on.


Frustration 101

Well, it felt awful earlier, but writing about Hersch's show has dampened the effect somewhat, haha.

'Tis the season of irritating incidents, thanks to:

1. Clueless relatives who don't know ANYTHING about their father's / mother's medical condition.
Typical responses: Don't you have all that info on your computer? You're the doctor, YOU tell me. He has a "heart problem" - what exactly I have absolutely no idea. Errr, I THINK he has cancer...

*Excuse me while I yank out a clump of my hair*

2. Annoying relatives who tell you one thing and then do the exact opposite.
Typical scenario: "Oh, he needs admission is it? But he's the sort who hates staying in hospital. Please don't force him to if he says no."
Then after the patient tells you he wants to be discharged and signs the AOR form, the same relatives come running to you begging, "Oh PLEASE don't discharge him! We know he doesn't want to stay, but won't you PLEASE admit him?"
Me: "Err, but he's lucid, and capable of AOR-ing."
Them: "Yes we know that, but we WANT you to admit him."

*YEEEEESH*

3. ( This is a recurring problem, but I don't think I will ever get over it. ) Singaporeans who take ZERO responsibility for their own health. They:
(a) don't know what meds they're on,
(b) have no idea what tests were done,
(c) expect you to know all the details, as if you're clairvoyant ( heck, if I were, I wouldn't have chosen this career - just kidding )

Forced to trace old notes today ( due to a combination of clueless patient and family, and computerized records that don't extend beyond 3 years ), I read entries from a clearly frustrated fellow colleague, who documented in great detail all the advice and education dished out to said patient and family, TO NO AVAIL.
"PATIENT AND FAMILY NEED REPEATED REINFORCEMENT. MUST BE CONSTANTLY REMINDED." And so on and so forth.

Precisely why I like the ER. Frustration - yes. But at least it's transient. You don't see the same people day in and day out ( even the regulars have to go home the next day, or get kicked upstairs ), and once your shift is over, the patients get handed over and you get on with your own life.

Nothing beats that. :)

Thursday, March 31, 2005

In A Hurry

*pant pant*

I think I'm deliberately doing this to myself. Not good.

In a nutshell - 'cos I doubt I will be able to blog again till next week...

1. Will be catching the Asian premiere of CSI:New York tonight. With a possible chance of winning a set visit. Woohoo!

2. I love teaching. Both med students and basic trainees.

3. Caught the students whispering my name as I passed by the other day. Guess they do read the NUS Med Soc newsletter faithfully ( where I contributed something early this year ).

4. The ER is overcrowded to breaking point. And I'll be seeing this day in day out for the rest of my career. Yay.

5. I need sleep. Badly.

6. Jessica's out of AI4. Now if only they'd get rid of Scott too.

More another day. Gotta grab a quick dinner then I'm off! :D

Monday, March 28, 2005

The IRAS Cometh

I HATE e-filing tax returns.

But it's done. One less headache to contend with.

The Iceman Singeth

Did anyone catch Parkinson on StarWorld last night? Guests included Renee Zellweger, Mel Brooks ( aka Marlin from Finding Nemo ), and *drum roll* Kevin Spacey.

Spacey obliged with 2 performances of Bobby Darin songs ( one of which was Mack The Knife ). What a treat. :)

But of course, he's also one of Hollywood's most elegant, eloquent speakers. Calm, confident, purposeful choice of words, yet brimming with good-natured humour ( get a load of his Jack Lemmon impression ) -- precisely why I'm such a big fan.

Photos To Follow

Clay Aiken appeared on "Scrubs" earlier this year, but I never managed to write about that thanks to my crazy schedule. Online recap available here, but I've seen the photos already, and have never seen him look better. Now if only I can remember where I saw those pictures...

Burning Out

Into my 2nd month of registrar-ship, and at least 3 people notice I've lost weight. Yikes.

Last week was a particularly bad one, with busy shifts, and a literally "nightmare case" involving a young asthmatic who deteriorated before our eyes within a mere 5 minutes. If you thought a child could never be diaphoretic, you're totally wrong. This kid was into his 2nd nebulizer when his clothes became drenched. And I mean SOAKED THROUGH. I pushed him from Critical Care into Resus immediately, and had to intubate him soon after.

The good news is, he was transferred to the paediatric ICU at you-know-where that very afternoon, extubated later in the evening, and sent to the ward the morning after.

Guess we adult ER physicians got the brunt of the (extreme) stress. His parents were frantic, we were doing everything we could to avoid intubating the boy, but once the drowsiness and plunging sats set in, the decision was final. Titrating the Magnesium Sulfate and IV Salbutamol ( not to mention all those sedating drugs to stop him from pulling the ETT out ) weren't exactly fun either.

Hats off to paediatricians.

Shift's starting soon. Wish me luck.

Thursday, March 24, 2005

SMA News March ( Junior Doctors ) Issue
-- as expected, quite a bit of complaining. But at least it's now being done "openly". Well, anonymity notwithstanding, heh heh. Hey, walls can't be broken down overnight.

American Idol This Week

My top 4 ( always seems to be 4, hmm ):

Nikko Smith: He rocked this week! His performance of Sisqo's Incomplete ( a song I don't even know ) blew me out of my reverie ( it was my day off, and I'd just done some major house-cleaning ). He'd been my least favourite male finalist up till then. Now he's a CONTENDER. Mighty interesting.

Constantine: This guy has convinced me to dish out money for tickets when ( and I'm sure of this ) the AI4 group of 12 comes to Singapore later this year for a concert. Gave the AI3 gang a miss ( can't stand Fantasia ), but Constantine ALONE is worth the price of a front-row seat. :)
Here's a fellow who's suddenly developed a knack for making me smile in spite of myself. Didn't really like him in the earlier episodes, but he's grown on me a lot since last week's powerhouse version of You Make Me So Very Happy, and his cover of The Partridge Family's I Think I Love You yesterday sure induced some good-natured laughs of appreciation. :D
He picks rather odd songs, but is confident enough to pull them off every single time. He's a rocker at heart, but doesn't turn songs from other genres into heavy metal nightmares. There's a very fun spirit in his performances which I'm beginning to get addicted to. And that SMILE... I haven't seen any AI finalist smile this much since... Clay Aiken! :)

Anthony Fedorov: He's done better previously, but at least he picked a catchy tune ( I Knew You Were Waiting For Me by George Michael and Aretha Franklin ). I still prefer the original, but Anthony has got some smooth moves in him yet. If only he could find a way to harness and control that pure, unique and beautiful voice of his.

Carrie Underwood: Sporting big hair and all, she bravely broke out of the country-girl stereotype and belted her guts out on Heart's Alone. Wow. Although, I have to disagree with Simon Cowell's over-the-top statement about Carrie winning AI4 and going on to outsell all her predecessors. No way, man. This year, the guys rule.

Disappointments: Nadia Turner's poor choice of song ( Cyndi Lauper's Time After Time ) and Anwar Robinson's weak vocals on Chaka Khan's Ain't Nobody. But hey, their fans know better and could care less. Me included.

Deep Throat

Well, not really.

But I've heard so many shocking pieces of news today that my head is spinning right now.

First, something about a training fee certain junior specialists have to fork out every month. And it's significant.

Second, the dire conditions in a particular medical specialty.

Third, the number of cases being sent to the wrong departments for the wrong reasons.

And it isn't even a case of concerned parties doing nothing. It's a case of concerned parties trying to do something, but hitting obstacles in every direction.

If you're in a position of power, but use that power irresponsibly, then the patients suffer, and ground staff will grow increasingly disgruntled. The lack of a strong foundation does not bode well for a large healthcare institution.

Sigh. Maybe life as an ignorant MO was better after all.

In Retrospect

The conversation was extremely one-sided.

The realization of the misstep grossly delayed.

The method of making amends - disturbingly inadequate.

Note to self: Stop doing favours for people.

Tuesday, March 22, 2005

A Few Short Notes

... before I start a major rambling session. :)

To SP: Hope you've arrived safely. Are you still reading the blog? Keep in touch.

To my good pal: Thank you for meeting me at such short notice. It was great talking to you. Think we needed it.

To Budak Pantai: I need more advance warning! Please update us at least a week before your next performance. I promise to attend if my schedule permits.

To my fellow A&E colleagues: An innocuous comment turned into a huge stress-busting laughing session the other week. And every single day, without fail, we share some measure of good humour and heartwarming anecdotes, even with the many nurses and MOs. I couldn't ask for a happier surrogate family than this.

To the local Clay fans: Your unbridled excitement always brings a smile to my face. I got through the Monday call only because your Forces Of Nature updates kept me up the whole night. :D

And to Clay Aiken, aka the centre of the following major updates, I can't believe that 2 years have passed by so quickly. I can't believe how far you've come, how much you've achieved, and how effortlessly inspiring you are. Most of all, I can't get over the fact that you were in Kuala Lumpur, and DIDN'T COME TO SINGAPORE, aargh! ( Just kidding. ) We're glad you've promised to come by someday ( threads below provide first-person accounts which confirm this ). Definitely something to look forward to. :)

And now for the rambling... ( nasty comments will be deleted, so don't say I didn't warn you first )

A Gorgeous New Website I Recently Discovered
-- the pictures are exceptional
-- lots of hot-off-the-press videos, which I have to download very patiently, since I'm still very resistant to broadband

Thread On Clay's Aceh Visit
-- check out Callisto's video avatar of the dear boy dancing with the children, awww
-- my favourite pictures in the whole lot: the very first one in the thread ( aka Feast Your Eyes #1 from my previous post ), and one included by aikencrazy on March 15, with him crouching next to a little Acehnese boy and waving his arms. My heart melted when I saw that one. :D

Thread on Clay's Appearance at Forces Of Nature In Kuala Lumpur
-- these were taken by our very own Singaporean fans who were just a foot away from the man himself on the red carpet
-- if you can't read through everything, this was where he stopped to sign his fans' CDs and posters, and answered "I will!" when my friend asked if he'll come to Singapore, woohoo!
-- he's grown significantly more haggard, but the years have added a certain compelling quality to his features which exudes quiet confidence and a clear direction. Very rare.
-- he's a brunette now. Even better. :D

The Video You Simply MUST Watch
-- is the 4MB file dated March 18 2005, titled Clay Visits Indonesia ( Reuters version )
-- he is clearly happiest when among children, and anyone who feels nothing after seeing him dance and sing with these kids needs some serious psychotherapy.

Thank you, Clay, for maintaining - and occasionally restoring - my faith in the human race.

Last But Not Least

CD reviews are being put on hold while my brain recovers from a sleepless call.

Training to be an ACLS instructor was fun last Sunday. Seems I was "too kind" to a candidate ( ie. I tried to help her out by prompting just a little too much ). So we were told to just stand there and let them squirm until time's up. Err, okay.

One of my A&E MOs surprised me by blurting the smallest details about American Idol finalists ( both past and present ). The main reason for the surprise? He's a guy... who wants to be a surgeon... and is really good-looking.
And some of you thought only losers love this show. :P

Anyone care to wager that Ian will emerge victorious in Survivor:Palau? This guy is really growing on me. Great swimmer, beautiful smile, kinda geeky at the same time. Yep, my trademark funny taste kicking in yet again.

Star Movies just screened Part 1 of a made-for-TV version of "Spartacus" -- Part 2 is this coming weekend. Having been bored out of my mind by the original which starred Kirk Douglas, I greatly enjoyed this one, mainly because the lead is none other than Goran Visnjic, aka Luca the Russian doctor in "ER". Whereas Douglas was all blonde and bronzed, Visnjic is dark and melancholy. Lacks some conviction where those big-speech scenes are concerned, but the series is well-made, the pace crackling, and certain sequences most memorable ( especially one where the Roman senator disdainfully crushes the fingers of a dying African gladiator ).

"American Beauty" also made an appearance on local television a few days ago. Don't ask me how I missed out on the commercial-free cable telecast ( think I didn't have cable then ), but this classic is irrefutable proof why Kevin Spacey is one of our generation's most accomplished actors, and totally deserving of that Best Actor Oscar.
( Although personally speaking, I still think Swimming With Sharks is Spacey at his absolute best EVER. Think I'll order it through Amazon one of these days. )

I need to get some rest before my health starts to suffer.

Allow me to end off with a quote from "American Beauty":

Lester Burnham ( previously oppressed husband played to perfection by Spacey )
-- "You're right, I have lost something. But you know what? It's never too late to get it back."

Saturday, March 19, 2005

First, The Good Stuff

Feast Your Eyes #1

Feast Your Eyes #2

Feast Your Eyes #3

Translation Below:

American Idol Runner-up Entertain Aceh Refugees
Monday, 14 March 2005 | 7.19 pm WIB

TEMPO Interaktif, Banda Aceh: Clay Aiken UNICEF Ambassador who is also runner-up of American Idol, Monday (14/30) afternoon charmed the kids from Lampuuk Beach, Lhok Nga, Aceh Besar (bigger part of Aceh) refugees. About 100 children of elementary school age gathered around the shore to greet Clay.

The kids are from tsunami hit areas who now are sheltered at camps around Lhok Nga. The kids welcomed Clay with songs, he then had some chats with them. He also motivated the children to be happy.

Clay, accompanied by Ferry Salim (local celeb who's also a UNICEF ambassador), was also singing with the kids. Slowly his mouth began to get used to the song 'di Sini Senang, di Sana Senang' (literal translation: happiness everywhere; a common Indo kids nursery song ^_^). Next, they went with drawing competition and calligraphy writing which was held by the committee, Child Center under the umbrella of UNICEF.

Clay was the American Idol 2003 runner up who is signed by RCA. He appeared on Rolling Stone cover and Entertainment Weekly Magazine. UNICEF appointed Clay as Ambassador for All Children of the year 2004.

Adi Warsidi-Tempo

( ps. Tempo is like the local TIME magazine )

Word also has it that Clay was a last-minute addition to the Forces Of Nature tsunami aid concert being held in Kuala Lumpur tonight. A couple of local fans have already flown up at a moment's notice. We'll be hearing from them very soon. :)

Boy have I been out of the loop...

Now For The Not So Good Stuff

First One

The phone call came right smack in the middle of our meal.

Hushed conversation, but I caught some of it despite trying not to.

He hung up, and the countdown began.

I knew it was coming. So when will the evening end?

It lasted another hour or so. He didn't look distracted, but soon after dessert, he called for the bill, and we parted ways. She's probably waiting for him somewhere nearby.

First time this sort of thing has ever happened to me, come to think of it.

Not very pleasant, but oh well. Life goes on.


Second One

You read the blog faithfully, so I know you will see this.

I don't know how to fully express my fears and reservations about your rash decision.

She manipulates you time and time again, and you let her.

She didn't like me before we met, and she still doesn't like me after.

I've only met her once, and she keeps refusing my invitations to join us whenever we get together. Why?

You're always the one making all the compromises.

She didn't keep a promise she made.

She's drawing you further and further away from God.

Once the deed is done, I know I will lose you.

I see the signs so clearly because I've been there before, but I escaped. I'm trying to help YOU escape. But you won't listen.

Losing you will be infinitely more painful than the heartbreak I suffered. Because you're one of the best people I know. Because you're my oldest and best friend. Because she doesn't deserve you. Because you can find true happiness with someone else.

I would never do anything to hurt you. In making this irreversible decision, my greatest fear is you inadvertently hurting yourself.

I will pray hard for you, my friend. That you will see the light, and do the right thing. And that I will always be there for you, even if you start to hate me someday.

Number Three

Yes, AI fanatics, Mario Vasquez is officially out of the competition. Extremely disappointing.

Judging from this week's performances, my top 3 are:

Constantine -- aka Smouldering Idol ( Simon's words ), he sang You Make So Very Happy right out of the ballpark. After simmering on the sidelines for the past month, he's finally broken free of his chains and released all that testosterone and rocker energy when it matters the most. Earth-shattering!

Nadia -- Getting more gorgeous with each passing week, her soulful rendition of When You Say You Love Me combined with a svelte silhouette togged out in a fabulous short green dress was, in Randy-speak, "Da Bomb"!

Anwar -- this is one handsome dude, people. And with 3 years of classical tenor training under his belt, his voice is ( Paula's description ) "flawless". He picked a rather dull song this time - A House Is Not A Home by Burt Bacharach ( which according to my mom, was featured in a movie about prostitutes, hmm ) - but his track record stands him in good stead, and he sailed through to the next round.

Anthony faltered with Neil Sedaka's Breaking Up Is Hard To Do, but only because he tried a little too much. He's got wonderful vocals - very pure and a joy to listen to - but he has to relax and just keep to the basics.

I repeat: the female contestants ( except for Carrie and Nadia ) SUCK. Little wonder the bottom three were all gals. Kick them out fast. Please.

Reviews To Follow

Kenny G's albums - just bought another one which has Chinese packaging but is original stuff ( cost me only $9.90 at That CD Shop, woohoo :))

The Ultimate Hall & Oates Collection - TWO full CDs ( again shipped from China, excellent quality ) that cost only $12.90. Reeeeaaaaallllllllyyyyyyy good. Wish they'd return to Singapore for a 2nd gig already.

Non-Sequitur Omnibuses ( is that the correct plural form? can't be bothered to check. it's past midnight. ) - Darn funny. The Far Side who?


Right. Time to turn off the lights and ATTEMPT to sleep. All that sashimi and sake is keeping me wide awake. Isn't alcohol and a full stomach supposed to do the exact opposite?

Sunday, March 13, 2005

American Idol 4

My predictions for the top 4:

Nadia Turner -- odds of winning: VERY HIGH, if she remains consistent. Gorgeous young lady with a devastating stage presence. Cross between Beyonce and Tina Turner. Best performance so far: her rock / R&B / disco cover of the usually sedate ballad Try A Little Tenderness ( also featured on Michael Buble's latest album ). My jaw dropped. :)

Mario Vasquez -- odds: ALSO VERY HIGH, if he doesn't screw up. Another good-looking contestant with lots of sex appeal. Beautiful smile. Awesome showmanship. Best performance so far: How Do You Mend A Broken Heart at the most recent show. It literally broke mine. :D

Anthony Fedorov -- odds: MODERATELY HIGH, but could get higher if he loosens up a little. Constantly compared with fellow bespectacled power vocalist Clay Aiken, and described as "sweet" and "a very nice guy" by none other than Simon Cowell. Fantastic voice, capable of belting Jon Secada, Richard Marx and Marc Anthony numbers. Best performance so far: Hold On To The Night on the first semi-finalist episode. Gave me goosebumps!

Anwar Robinson -- odds: MODERATELY HIGH, but set to rocket past everyone if he plays his cards right. The reason I say this: he's got TWO great performances so far, and I can't even choose between them. First, his fantastic rendition of Moon River, and second, his amazing cover of Louis Armstrong's simple yet poignant What A Wonderful World. He dazzles just that little bit more with each passing week. If he keeps this up, he'll win for sure. Plus, he's also been described by Simon as a very nice person, and he's a music teacher who used to coach a school choir. What more do you need to be an American Idol?! :)

P.S. The female contestants suck. Except Nadia, of course.

Work Issues

A little disturbing sometimes. And I don't mean the patients.

Can someone please tell me if a positive Murphy's sign has any value anymore? A person, who shall remain unnamed, told me the other day that a fever MUST be present in order for acute cholecystitis to be EVEN CONSIDERED. So a strongly positive Murphy's in an afebrile patient = DEFINITELY NOT ACUTE CHOLECYSTITIS.

Since when?

SP, since you read my blog and are well-placed to answer such a question, perhaps you can provide some answers? Thanks. :)

In the book, The House Of God, by Samuel Shem, the protagonist's stint in the ER mentions prominently his attempts at being a Wall, aka a Gatekeeper, who tries his darnedest to prevent the wards from overcrowding with gomers and other assorted unwanted or unwarranted admissions.

I tried to be a good Wall the other day.

Elderly man, just discharged 4 days ago for pneumonia. Perfectly well at home until that morning when he was brought to the hospital for a blocked urinary catheter. Found to have a very low-grade fever <38 degrees. Chest Xrays and urine combo negative. Just completed a course of Augmentin. Sitting on the bed and grinning at me. Tells me he's okay and keen for home. Family also wants to take him back.

The niggling temperature bothers me a little, but I didn't want to subject him to an unnecessary inpatient stay, with all its nosocomial infections. So I decide to do a simple full blood count to assess his total whites. If it's significantly elevated, he has to stay, no question about it.

Patient and family agreeable and happy with above plan. Besides, he has a clinic followup in just 3 days' time. I draw the blood and put him in observation. Only thing is, I'm going off shift, and need to hand the case over to a fellow colleague, who shares a similar rank, but has a few additional years of experience on me.

I tell him about the case, and when the FBC is mentioned, my colleague suggests I admit the guy immediately, BEFORE the results are back. I explain that the patient's problem was NEVER a fever, but the ?blocked catheter, which has now resolved spontaneously. We debate the issue for a few minutes, and at one point, I ask ( a little loudly ), "You mean you WANT to ADMIT the patient?!"

Not sure how that came across. I wasn't being rude or disrespectful, just simply shocked. I didn't think it was justified. But my colleague was being insistent, and try as I might, I couldn't give in. Perhaps if HE wanted to admit the patient, HE should go tell the patient and his family that, and leave me out of it.

Silence for a few seconds, then he relented. Okay, we'll wait for the FBC. Not sure what happened, since I'm off today. But I'd like to think I had good reason to at least wait before taking up another bed in an already busy hospital.

And if the colleague in question does read this, please don't take my reaction the wrong way. He's a good guy, and I enjoy working with him. But doctors often disagree, and I was only trying to present the merits of my case. After all, I was the one who saw the patient and spoke extensively with his family, who swear that he's absolutely fine at home.

The 3rd issue: Referrals to a certain department ( or more specifically, certain junior members of that department ) are being mismanaged. To put it nicely. People getting admitted to other disciplines because this one regularly rejects them, then being referred again after they're sent up to the wards. Diagnoses made late. Treatment delayed. Outcomes not very good in some cases. Then the ER docs get blamed in "closed door" meetings. C'mon... don't any of you have a conscience anymore?

All hell breaks loose tomorrow. Monday morning, and I'm on shift. Sigh.

Thursday, March 03, 2005

A Few Updates

Amazingly, The Straits Times didn't use some unflattering statistics about the medical profession to their own advantage -- ie. flog a story in the wrong direction for the purposes of sensationalism, THEN refuse to accept any responsibility for the consequences.

Not that I see a point in publishing ER "waiting times", whatever those entail, since from all indications, these figures were garnered over the 2004 period, and have no meaningful breakdown in terms of peak periods of the day or year, detailed patient circumstances surrounding the discrepancies, the corresponding manpower differences, etc.

I mean C'MON, if ( and this is based on personal experience ) THREE of the A&E department's fastest doctors can't clear a Priority 3 queue even when they're on shift TOGETHER at 8am in the morning, it's obviously a PATIENT issue, right?!

The way I see it, if you (1) didn't come to the hospital via ambulance, (2) don't have an URGENT condition as specified by another qualified doctor ( GP or OPS ), (3) have stable vital signs, (4) are not in severe pain of any kind, and/or (5) can watch American Idol on the ER's television to the point of not hearing your name being called -- you can afford to wait, dammit.

We actually have people who register at the counter, leave the hospital to run errands, then return 2 hours later ( with the assumption that they'll have to wait that long for their turn anyhow ). Others stroll off somewhere to have hour-long dinners, despite presenting with complaints of "nausea and abdominal discomfort".

Singaporeans. You just can't beat 'em.

But why harp on something I have no control over? The past 3 days have been absolutely terrific, thanks to an Advanced HAZMAT Life Support Course conducted by 2 world-renowned American Disaster Medicine Specialists who came down with the specific purpose of conducting this inaugural event.

One of them, who hails from New York, even does consulting work for the long-running ( and IMHO, unbeatable ) TV series Law & Order. He's been on the set, met the stars, the works. Call me easily impressed, but WOW. :)

Also, great things are in store for Singapore's profile in the emergency medicine arena, as our country will be hosting the International Emergency Medicine Conference come 2010. Woohoo! :D

And if that weren't enough to send me into the stratosphere, I've managed to convince my usually reticent mother to let me do my HMDP in the USA, instead of the UK as previously discussed. Yes yes, I know I'm an adult and shouldn't have to get anyone's permission for anything, but I'm not the sort who relishes upsetting my mom, whom I respect and love. It just isn't my style.

But, back to the issue at hand. The choices are limitless. Mass Gen, the CDC, Connecticut, Georgia, or how about NYC ( consolation for not winning that trip on Class 95 )? :)

Of course, this also means I'll need to take another exam ( if I intend to do some clinical work ) -- the dreaded USMLE. Sigh. Back to the grind.

Norah Jones & The Handsome Band World Tour -- A review of her performance at the SUNTEC Convention Centre, 27th February 2005

Isn't it funny that there was no mention of this concert anywhere in the papers? ( No press conference either, hmm. )

Some inside info on that mystery later in the post.

Okay, I just want to state for the record that I AM NOT A NORAH JONES FAN. AT ALL.

I have her debut album, Come Away With Me, bought eons ago at the suggestion of a salesperson at That CD Shop. I listened to it maybe 5 times at most, before relegating it to the shelf to collect dust.

I didn't buy her subsequent albums / DVDs, etc, but did catch her on TV numerous times ( a bit of an overkill really )-- at the Grammys, a Ray Charles tribute, the American Music Awards, and so forth.

I realized a long time ago that even though I find her studio recordings rather dull ( who knows why she's picked up EIGHT Grammys so far ), she sounds a lot better "live". And this being her 2nd stop in Singapore in maybe 3 years ( plus the fact that I'm trying to "live it up" a little before my 30th birthday ), I thought what the heck, let's go see her. Just once.

Did I regret the decision? Initially, yes. I had very good seats -- 5th row slightly to the left, with excellent views of her at the piano -- and her voice was pitch-perfect and quite lovely despite the venue's icky acoustics. But... her musical style holds no appeal for me whatsoever.

Maybe I'm the sort who favours high-energy jazz, the sort only men can provide. The crazy creativity of Jamie Cullum, the adrenaline-pumping zest of Michael Buble, the cheekiness of Robbie Williams. Or maybe jazz is a genre where women HAVE to listen to men, and vice versa, in order to enjoy the experience. ( Although I do like Renee Olstead, Paula Cole and Barbra Streisand. )

In any case, I don't remember much of her performance, which featured the standards ( well-known pieces such as Don't Know Why, Sunrise, Come Away With Me ), some country songs and the smattering of obscure new compositions.

The good parts? Seeing her in a different light -- she actually stands up and dances quite a bit, her solo performance ( meaning just her and the piano ) on the mesmerizing The Nearness Of You ( the one truly magical moment of the evening ), and the encore, where she obliged with THREE songs, and allowed fans to run to the stage to snap pictures and gawk.

Where was I during the finale? Right up front with everybody else who had a brain. I mean, this is Norah Jones, never mind whether she's really that great or not. She's sung with a lot of famous people, and is probably going to win another 10 Grammys at some point in the future. I wasn't going to stay in my 5th row seat!

So I slinked through the throng and finally inched my way right up to the stage, where lo and behold, Norah was swaying right in front me, just an arm's length away. Other cameras were already flashing, but as I whipped mine out to snap a few photos, she suddenly noticed me, and smiled right into the lens. I couldn't believe it!

Before we knew it, the show was over, and she disappeared with her band to be whisked away to her hotel. I had her CD with me when I sneaked forward, but she isn't the sort to grant autographs ( unlike the very easygoing Michael Buble ).

And here's the "insider information" garnered from someone in the entertainment industry: when I told him about my failed attempts at getting her signature ( first during the encore, then later when I approached her stage crew with a request -- but was nicely turned down ), his reply was "It isn't management. It's HER." Seems she isn't too friendly off-stage, a far cry from her girlish giggling and cutesy comments during the performance ( e.g. "Wow, it's so dark here. It's like a black hole! And those lights in the back look like a spaceship!" ). Food for thought eh?

Well, that's it for now, folks. I've got another 2 days ahead spent attending the local emergency medicine Annual Scientific Meeting, interspersed with FULL Registrar shifts. Gulp. Stress of a different kind. Thank goodness for the ample Consultant cover. :)